Stress

I hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself a lot. So hate myself that i lost my tears, every pain just keep inside heart acting like nothing happen. I cant bear the stress anymore. Xiang yao han que han bu chu, zen shen zhen de hao xin ku. So many unsolve problem why must add one more burden to me? I 1 go home, i dont 1 stay here as prisoner, spy by some one. Im human instead of animals that faces extinction no need observation. Thanks...

Sobbing in heart, Pain in silent.

Rubbish

2nd day in new sem, found out that the whole classroom are so unfamiliar, joined with senior making myself even isolated inside class. lecturers are so young & the teaching method so boring. Life getting even tougher than before, no study mood inside me. Felt like want surfing net during holiday but when came back here all the mood gone. No matter what i still have to go on with this blog because i scare one day i will lazy to post something on. As to conclude, nonsense article(Rubbish).

A Parasite in My Apartment

It's the first time in my life i met a human that does not act like a human. A very disheartening is that this man so called a human being live with me under a same roof. On sat night i've lent my car to my friend in upm thought that i might not use it because my housemate own 1. however, from what i've concerned, the whole day he just sit in front of pc playing game, never think for others by fetching us go eat. mon night, yh also a housemate of mine he wait & wait til approx 11pm, he finally walk out of house & didn't tell us where he going although that parasite ask him where he's going. As i never saw him will have such a big anger keeping inside implicitly. i guessed he's angry & pained in hunger.

Well today also same, no change. at night all of us waiting for his call to go out eat, disappointingly he ask us go pack the food for him while he stay inside room study, me & peter on foot. =.=" i have notice him for so long, since we enter U together because we came from same place, penang. yet his way of treating people has not change. Maybe i treat him so cold & there are some guys ask me about that. There are many reason & a page of blog cant fitted in all his stuff & i find it pain when people ask me about that. i've pored many to some i trusted, but there are only part of it & it's not all.

:"buddies, we wont treat someone bad unless we have been threaten badly."

~human tend to ask before think.

Emotionally down

2day, don't knw why my emotion so dwn, or maybe it has started since last week i going bck 2 hometown, penang. This few weeks so many things happen arounds me & i find it's hard 2 pour out my feeling to someone even my gf. So last night, oct 9th, 3:o3am after chat with my gf on phone, this blog created. Started from 2day, as long i have time, i"ll post up my current feeling.

Anyway, I wish u, lw good luck & all the best in your life. Hope u success also, law has told me about your plan & from what i've heard, only 1 sentense can discribe here, wow damn skillful! ^^