Saint Anne church celebration are held on july every year. And me, i will never miss this fest. This year again i went with my gf, dating and of course pray as well and finally i remembered to take some pictures of the scenery. But this year the amount of people on the road are not that crowded, maybe is because i went earlier compare to last year.

Really sad to say that my phone camera not enough pixel to take a clear view.

These naughty girl really enjoyed playing with her new toy balloon, zebra.And now i took the picture of the street, here came a zebra peeping into the lens. lol

We didn't really walk all the place like the new church area and the fountain at the centre of field. Like usual, get bubble tea, burgers, toys "of course for my childish gf, she like that zebra alot" and bought 2 bottles of special soft drinks for my brother. The next day i woke up saw him so happy i got something for him. He always ask me did i get present for him when i went back to penang. Now at least he owned something that can consumed and at the same time can keep that special bottles as souvenir.

If u were given the 3rd eye, where will u be placing it?

If u were given the 3rd eye, where will u be placing it? (Think before u read furthermore.) Today in Malaysian studies class, my lecturer ask us about it and give us what it mean in psychology that reflect our personality.


1st, placed it behind your head:
You are some one that learn from history and your past. All that u had learned and experienced u manipulate it and make it more better when u do it next time. But for this kind of person, they are those that scared back stabbing and even other talk to them, they wont trust u totally.
(Beware of this kind of person.)

2nd, placed it on your hand or your ear side:
Those are some one that creative, trustworthy because they want to be exact in what they heard and what they touched. Sometime what you heard isn't what you thought as imagined in mind but by placing an eye beside your ear, you know what you are listening and at the same time u had a clear view. The negative side is this person easily trust and persuade by other. Heart easily lured.
(It's happen good to other around you but in some way it brings u disadvantage.)

3rd, placed it in your heart:
Basically they are romantic person, sentimental and sensitive to environment. U wish that you can feel it all that u encountered make u open your heart understand and feel what u are doing. Those your lover had this personality you will be happy to live with them. But the bad part of it is u are to sensitive, easily hurt by others because your heart is too fragile.
(Your partner will be very bliss to be by your side.)

4th, gave away the third eye to some one in need:
Kindhearted person, tolerate. U are kind and wish to help those that need help. Sympathetic attitude toward others, and a willingness to do good or give pleasure. Negative of it is you giving something more than necessary sometime. others might take advantage on you due to your kindness. Too tolerate with others.
(Compassionate person.)

叶子的离开，是因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留。

I still remember this, when im in form5, my friend show me a link online of a touched story. recently i saw again these title and go search of it... 叶子的离开，是因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留。

倘若你爱上一个人，千万别装作无所谓毫不在乎...
错过了，就没有了....
爱情，玩不起心理战的.......

樹

會叫樹的原因，是因為我擅長畫水彩畫，最?郛嫎洌枚弥?
我的畫作右下方索性以一棵樹?泶砦摇?

高中三年交過五個女朋友，有一個女孩子，我很?鬯瑓s遲遲不敢追，
她沒有美??的面孔，沒有姣好的身材，沒有撩人的魅力，
一個再平凡不過的女孩子。我喜歡她，真的真的很喜歡她，喜歡她的單純，
她的直率，她的可?郏闹钦希拇嗳酢?

不追她的原因，也許是?撘庾R覺得平凡如她配不上我；
也許是因為怕在一起後，一切的好感都會消失；
也許是怕外人的指指點點傷害了她；
也許是覺得，她會是我的，不用急著為了她而放棄一切。

最後這個原因，讓她陪了我三年，讓她看著我和別的女孩子?P混了三年，
讓她心痛了三年。

她很想當一個好演員，但我卻像一個嚴苛的導演。
我和第二個女朋友在廁所接吻，被她撞見，
她尷尬的笑笑說：「Go on！」然後跑掉，第二天，
她眼睛腫得跟核桃一樣，我故意不去猜想是誰讓她哭成這樣，
嘲笑了她一天，她在所有人都回家後，在教室哭了起?恚?
她不知道練球回?砟脰|西的我，看了她一個多小時。
我的第四個女朋友，一直很不喜歡她，有次她們兩個吵了起?恚?
我知道依她的個性不會去惹事，但我還是護著女朋友，
她被我吼了一下後，愣住，眼淚滑了下?恚覠o視她的眼淚，
陪女友走出教室，第二天，她依舊嘻嘻哈哈的和我開玩笑，
我知道她很難過，但她不會知道我的心不比她好受。

當我和第五個女朋友分手時，我約她出去玩，玩了一天，我對她說：
「我有事要對妳說。」她說：「真巧，我也有事要對你說。」
「我和她分手了。」「我和他在一起了。」我知道「他」是誰，
他追她也有一陣子了，是個蠻可?鄣哪泻⒆樱??娪腥ぃ??M了熱情，
追她追得?M城風雨。我不能表現自己的心痛，只能笑笑地恭喜她，
但當我回到家，心中的痛楚?娏业昧钗覠o法承受，
像有個千斤重的石頭壓在我胸口，我無法呼吸，想大叫卻叫不出?恚?
眼淚竟然滑了下?恚已诿娲罂蓿嗌傥??
我也看著她為了那個不願承認的人掩面大哭。

畢業典禮時，我在手機上發現了一封簡??，這是十天前，
我掩面大哭時傳?淼模皇俏乙恢睕]有去開過機。

「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留。」

葉子

高中時，喜歡蒐集葉子，why？因為我覺得，
一片葉子要離開它長期依賴的樹，好勇敢哩！

高中三年，我和一個男孩子很好，不算男女朋友那種好，
是好朋友那種好，但是，在他交第一個女朋友時，
我學會了一種不該有的感覺，吃醋，心中的酸，
不是一顆檸檬可以比喻，那就像是100顆臭酸的檸檬，酸到不行，
他們只在一起兩個月，當他們分手，我還得掩飾自己心中?娏业南??偅?
但是一個月後，他和另一個女孩子在一起。

我喜歡他，也知道他喜歡我，可是，他為什麼總是不追我呢？
明明喜歡彼此，為什麼不行動？每當他交一個女朋友，我就心痛一次，
一次又一次的打擊，讓我不禁懷疑，是我一廂情願嗎？不?畚遥?
為什麼要對我那麼好？他對我的好，已經不是普通朋友可以做到。
喜歡一個人，好難過，我可以清楚的知道他的喜好，他的習慣，
唯獨他對我的感覺，我猜不透，難道要我這個女孩子去開口嗎？

??管如此，我還是想在他身邊，關心他，陪他，?鬯?
也許算是一種等待的行為，等待他回???畚遥拖衩刻焱砩系人碾娫挘?
等他的簡??，我知道，就算他再忙，也會撥出一些時間給我。
這樣的等待，陪了我三年，等待是難熬的，是令人想放棄的，
但等到的那一剎那，讓人第二天會繼續等下去。
這樣的煎熬，這樣的痛苦，這樣的幸福，這樣的矛盾，陪了我三年。

直到三年級下學期，高二一個學弟喜歡上我，每天的熱情追求，
令我?囊婚_始的拒絕，?u?u願意挪出我心房的一些位置給他。
他像一陣溫柔而持久的風，撩撥我這片搖搖欲墜的葉子，到最後，
我發現我已經不想只留一點點的位置給這陣風，我知道這陣風，
會帶我這片傷痕累累的葉子，到更幸福的地方。

於是我離開了樹，樹只是笑笑，沒有挽留。

「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留。」

風

因為我喜歡的女孩子叫葉子，因為她有一棵令她依戀的樹，
所以我要當一陣風，一陣呵護她的風。

第一次看見她，是高二我轉?硪粋€月後的事，個子小小的她坐在球場旁，
一雙眼凝視著同和我在球場的學長，每天的社團時間，她總會坐在那裡，
一個人，和朋友，她的眼光依舊凝視著他，當他和女孩子打打鬧鬧，
她的眼中有淚，當他看向她，她的眼中有笑。看她成了我的習慣，
就像她?劭此?

有一天她沒?恚倚闹袥]?碛傻慕箲]與不安，我無法解釋那種感覺，
除了不安，還是不安，而且那學長竟然也不在。我衝去他們教室，
躲在外面，看著學長罵她，她的眼淚，他的離去。

第二天，她依舊坐在場邊，看著他，我走過去，對她笑一笑，
拿了?埣垪l給她，她先是驚訝的看著我，然後笑笑地收下。

隔天，她拿著紙條出現在我面前，然後離開。

「葉子的心太沉重，風吹不動。」

「不是葉子的心太沉重，是葉子根本就不想離開樹。」

我回給她這段話後，她?u?u會和我說話，收我的禮物，接我的電話。

我知道她喜歡的不是我，但我還是有毅力一定要讓她喜歡上我，
四個月內我告白了不下20次，每一次她都轉移話题，但我還是不會放棄，
我決定要的人，我就一定會給它追過?恚?

一直到不知道第幾次的告白，出了口，雖然知道她一定會又說到別的事，
但還是有一絲絲希望她的答應，沒想到她都不說話，「妳在幹嘛？怎麼不說話？」

「我在點頭。」 「啊？」我不敢相信自己的耳朵。
「我在點頭！」她大聲叫。

我甩掉電話，匆匆披上一件衣服，上了機車，衝去她們家按門??，
當她開門的那一剎那，緊緊抱住她。

「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留。」

Tired but enjoyed

Every day, every hour time passing that humans are dragged by ages. Sometimes really need to admit that i'm old already. Today friends invited me play football, i don't even run the whole field but my heart like stomping my chest trying to break through the wall. Luckily weather quite cloudy so at least while playing can rest also. After play go wat cendol then straight come back home. Somemore they said that every tuesday evening must go over play on field haha. Like this a day has past that simple. Not matter how how long you experience it, but once time passes, every sweet time, hardship became memories.

Hometown memories

Sunday, a day before i leave my hometown, that night was a windy night. While i entering my house door, a cold breezing air blew passing my body and at that moment make me starts to miss my home. Tired of myself that im making myself doing errand out of nothing. Miss my granma because dint visit her and thinking of going back to kl is a long lonely journey. At that moment i just think if i could just weighing on bed without awake.

This trip back to hometown really alot of things happen, some are surprising and some might be the sad part. Because i hang alot with my gf i started to know what she wants, her way of thinking and doing things. Some how, she changed in some way and from what i've observed she has improved alot. But of course there are times that our ideas crashed and even so i quite happy because most of it solved. About friends, i really rarely meet them this time. But for those that i've met, never judge book by it cover. This journey i met alot of lost contact friends and strangers, i might elaborate them especially strangers in next post. No matter whoever u with in, u cant know what a person is thinking, even if u ask, they might just give u an answer that we know that are not true.

Is it life is that complicated? Is it life is full of secret? Is it life is full of trick and lies?

Isnt that life has to be sincere, uprightness and frankness?

If being lives in selfishness and just gaining own profit, how can we define ourselve as existence, u are no longer so called as being. (This idea gained from my gf notes, quote:"business is not a business if just by earning profit.")

Come back to my life, the previous plan i came back is to go a few place such as beaches, gurney drive, gurney plaza and queensbay. But very sad to say that i dont have that change. Even went gurney also dint walk pass each shop. And now, really soon im leaving this place, really gonna miss it miss my parent and miss my gf. love u...